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I'm not surprised, per se, but I am terrified and horrified. This feels like 9/11 + the day when my mother was diagnosed with the cancer that killed her put together. I can't decide whether it's worse that Hillary won the popular vote or that the election was clearly turned by the evisceration of the Voting Rights Act. Either way, I have never felt more ashamed to be a white American. I study fascism; I don't need to live through it.

Two weeks ago I stood in the Jewish Museum in Berlin and wondered again how anyone could have stayed after 1933, despite the fact that I know why people did, and the fact that half of German Jews had in fact fled by 1939. I don't blame anyone for leaving, but I know that as a white woman I will be protected for a while (they won't repeal the 19th Amendment because they can't and because they emphatically need white women, so that's something), and I am determined to fight, though I'd be lying if I said I had any real idea how to do that at this point. Even in the best-case scenario at this point (to the extent that any scenario can be gamed out, which is minimal) we'll spend the rest of my life digging out from the hole we've just dug, with the waters literally rising all around.

I went into campus and talked with a carefully edited list of people who made me feel, if not better, at least less alone; gave and received hugs. I even ate food, after more than 18 hours of feeling too nauseous to do so. Please take care of yourselves; we're going to need all our strength.

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Date: 2016-11-10 09:41 (UTC)
oyceter: teruterubouzu default icon (Default)
From: [personal profile] oyceter
It feels like 9/11 but worse because I'm older now and know more about the stakes.

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