starlady: (oh noes)
So, I got a $200 ticket for biking in the walk zone on campus in July. I was an avoidant moron and didn't look at the ticket until a week ago, when I realized that I had missed all the opportunities to take the bike class that would reduce the fine to $50. I was able to get the campus police to extend the processing period for the ticket…but only until the last class of the month, when I will be in Minneapolis. I actually considered changing my flight, but there is no way that it would be less than $150. …Actually, I should check that again. I could fly out on Friday and vastly inconvenience myself even further for about $100 more, which would save me about $50 off the cost of the ticket all told. Not worth it.

I would just like to note that $200 for biking in the walk zone is more than the ticket I got when I was pulled over driving a car with expired registration without current proof of insurance. So, in conclusion, my fundamental dislike for the campus police remains unchanged.

I did finally buy myself a bike pump with a working hose and air pressure gauge and oh my god, tire pressure, never leave me again.
starlady: An octopus solving a Rubik's cube.  (original of the species)
[personal profile] futuransky linked me to Laurie J. Marks' elemental profile quiz on Twitter last night. I came up six parts Water, three parts Air, two parts Fire and one part Earth. Water/air are complementary in her system, and according to her rubric, it denotes holistic and analytical thinking. My reaction: OMG SO TRUE.

Part of the reason I was so pleased by my results was that they confirm something I've been conceptualizing to myself explicitly over the last few months: I'm not a detail-oriented thinker. I'm just not. If I were, I would have become an astronomer like I planned (in reality, if I'd stuck with science, I suspect I'd have wound up a cosmologist). I think in synthesis, I think in terms of the big picture--it's not that I don't care about details, details are obviously important, but they are never going to be my focus.

It's good to know this, I think, because knowing it has helped me think about where I'm going next and also has helped me understand the ways in which I'm different from my colleagues and professors. And it makes me feel less guilty about not working my through all the historiography in Japanese I've been assigned this semester.
starlady: (denizen)
So after all the seating chart meetings and the last-minute emails (oh the last minute emails) and the finagling food orders, Visit Day went off quite well. I don't honestly know how our recruitment efforts will turn out by the numbers--this year's crop of admits seemed quite young (one guy even brought his mother, WTF)--and we're basically banking on total honesty up front re: the job market and the shifting terrain of higher education and where we are situated with respect to both--but if people don't come here it won't be because Visit Day was bad. I hosted someone, and I really hope she comes; we could use more sarcastic women. I also got to hear some rather embarrassingly fulsome praise for me from my department chair, as well as the thanks and recognition of people in general, which was quite nice.

And then, after three solid days of socialization, hostessing (the last day in heels, no less), and drinking, I went home and talked to no one but my housemates and had four meals of leftovers and didn't even put on makeup on Saturday and it was quite nice. It's the first time in a while that Daylight Savings hasn't totally whacked me out.

And now back to the grind, specifically fellowship applications for this summer. Which means…you guessed it…the FAFSA.

I bought plane tickets to Argentina this evening.
starlady: Orihime in Hueco Mundo: "damned to be one of us, girl" (damned)
# Good watch clasp broke last weekend. Mailed it off under warranty on Monday, substitute piece of crap watch stopped in Chinese this morning.

# Made chili tonight. Exploded a can of tomatoes on myself secondary to the can opener being a piece of shit. I've since ditched the can opener. Then I burned my thumb with chili.

# Some asshole stole the pannier off my bike while it was locked outside my department. True, I'd been contemplating getting another one, but did I need that $50 expense right now? No I did not.

# Seminars today were not good. No one did the reading in my advisor's class, including me, so I did most of the talking (!) based on a) high school history classes and other assorted whatnot; b) stuff I skimmed out of the PDF in class; c) class notes from a different seminar last fall. Yeah. Painful. In my department head's seminar, we were discussing one of her books, probably my single favorite work of history writing ever, and…the discussion was terrible. Other people apparently didn't understand her process or argument (!) and we got bogged down for eons in a long disquisition on how historians are bad at writing about war. No, I don't think her book is difficult. I think her book is exhilarating.

# I have a headache. Having unloaded these complaints, I am going to go to bed.

# All in all, my decision to have a glass of wine before seminar was actually quite smart. And other things about today were fun.

# I'm going to try to buy plane tickets to Argentina tomorrow. Wish me luck.
starlady: a circular well of books (well of books)
Books I'm reading: I'm just about to finish, finally, Michelle West's Skirmish. It is so good and so darkly hilarious and so much the core of what I love about Michelle West books, I am very sad to see it end and I have consequently been taking it in very small chunks. For next week, I get to re-read my favorite parts of Mary Elizabeth Berry's The Culture of Civil War in Kyoto, which is an amazing book that everyone should read.

Books I'm writing: That magical pirate thing, and the princess thing (which may be getting an update to cod-1930s, because hell yes the 1930s), and also the Sherlock Holmes/Singsong Girls of Shanghai steampunk thing. Everything else is gravy.

The book I love the most: This…is a tough question. I usually duck out of this by saying that I haul His Dark Materials around the world with me (I do, and it's The Amber Spyglass out of all three of them that is a book of my heart), but of course I don't have just one. The Culture of Civil War in Kyoto would have to rank near the top of that list on the non-fiction side. It's just so good, you guys! It's about medieval Kyoto, yes, but it's also about cities and people and popular uprising and revolutions and it's directly relevant to today, period.

The last book I received as a gift: Well, I think that was William Joyce's wonderful picture book The Man in the Moon, from some of my chosen family for Christmas--it's the first in a series. I just learned via the internet that there are books for young readers as well as the picture books, and the first one is about the Easter Bunny and warrior eggs? I'm so there.

The last book I gave as a gift: …Hmm. I leant my sister my copy of Cat Valente's Deathless last summer with a strong recommendation, and she enjoyed it very much, and I think that will have to do for this category in the absence of my memory of Christmas presents.

The nearest book: The aforementioned Skirmish. Michelle West = ♥.

So, I'm still alive. The course I'm teaching for is great, but unfortunately the middle third of it is basically four weeks of straight grading (paper-exam-paper-exam) and on top of that I'm chairing our department's Visit Day efforts--we are going all-out to recruit people this year, and 34 people are coming to campus next Friday, and that is a lot and I have been inundated with emails about it since last week, when I had a two-hour meeting about, among other things, seating charts with mini-meetings about seating charts. So I am rather stressed out, and by "rather" I mean "really."

On top of all this, as usual, I have a ton of things to do--abstracts and conference proposals and articles and an informal but serious talk next month--which are slowly but surely becoming more consequential for my career and which I need to get better about prioritizing. All of these things are, in isolation, good, but putting them all together is a bit much. I'm very much looking forward to next Saturday, as you can imagine.
starlady: A woman in a sepia photograph wearing a military uniform (fight like a girl)
*If this is actually a thing; it may well not be. Read my story, and decide! 

I'm crawling my way back onto the posting bandwagon. Welcome, new readers, by the way! I'm not usually this content-free. Also, as an aside, LJ doesn't like my mail provider, so you really should use the email address in my profile to get a hold of me rather than messages. 

This past Friday and Saturday I was at a grad student conference which was very loosely themed around the concept of identity--the keynote was entitled, "Who cares about identity?" and in the Q&A afterwards this one very comp lit-looking person (they tend to dress way less conservative and more arty than us history folk) stood up and told us all that if we really cared about identity we should look into child psychology for reasons that I no longer recall, but basically boil down to every discipline but child psychology is wrong about identity formation. Okay, fine. A few minutes later I put up my hand and said that it sounded like a lot of people could benefit from reading Lydia Liu's new book The Freudian Robot, which deals with questions of machine cognition and how to model what goes on inside the "black box" that is our skulls, among other things. So afterward when we are all nomming on delicious food this woman comes up to me and says, "I'm sorry, but I heard you mention Freud--" and I'm like, "Well, yes, in the title of this book by someone else--" and she launches into a very condescending diatribe about well, Freud was wrong, and also sexist, and I'm just like, "Yes, I'm well aware that Freudian psychoanalysis reinscribes partiarchical whatnot into patients, and yes, a lot of Freudian theory has been superseded--" and she would not shut up and it was someone else's book title! Just the title! And I'm sorry, but you're going to tell me that Freud is problematic and wrong? ALSO THE SKY IS BLUE, WATER IS WET, JFC, of all the history people in this department, I am not the one you need to be explaining that to! 

That is my story. I'm sorry, lady, but you'll have to find someone else's hide to polish your feminist credentials on. 
starlady: (firebolt)
Finished, thank the Yulegoat. Speaking of the Yulegoat, I guess I should write my Yuletide fic, huh? 

But yes, finished. I stayed up til 3am grading and I turned in my paper and I went to the post office and I finalized my students' grades and I dropped off my bike at the shop and I packed and I left. I am currently in OAK without any real clue as to when I will get back to the East Coast. Sometime tomorrow, but when is very much up in the air. There may or may not be a rather long wait in LAX in my future. 

I passed my third semester exam. I'm not surprised, but it's gratifying all the same. Now I get to try to become a PhD candidate. But between now and then I am going to, hopefully, sleep. And make vids and write things and read things and watch things. Yeah. 
starlady: (heaven's day)
# Haircut: achieved! It is cute and short and more or less just what I wanted and most importantly, achieved.

# Master's exam: finished! It was fine, though I was amused that I was unable to answer the empire question my advisor wrote for me because of not having read the books it required the answer to cite.

# Papers to grade this weekend: many. I am still missing a paper from a certain problematic student who didn't attend the last week of section (!), which does lend credence to the possibility, which [personal profile] epershand pointed out to me last night, that he is intentionally trying to fail the course so that he can retake. We'll see.

# Evil corporate bank account: closed! When the person asked me why I was leaving and I told her that their fees were kind of evil, she just sort of went, "Yeah…"

Holiday card post.


I have been inundated with some very high-quality XMFC AUs lately (I still can't face the most recent chapters of [personal profile] helens78 and [personal profile] cesare's Unbound, though).

# Three flavors of fake boyfriend AUs: In the Punch Line by [livejournal.com profile] zamwessell, in which model Erik agrees to accompany professor Charles to Charles' 10-year high school reunion as his pretend boyfriend; Everyone Has a Price by anon, in which rich Erik is college student Charles' sugar daddy; and Mutually Beneficial Transaction by [livejournal.com profile] pookaseraph, in which rich Charles is college student Erik's sugar daddy.

# The Daycare Verse by [archiveofourown.org profile] brilligspoons and [archiveofourown.org profile] pocky_slash. The entire thing is excellent, and I really do recommend you start at the beginning, but the last two installments, you would hear me and know and For a Hundred Thousand Reasons, are perfect.

# And finally, [archiveofourown.org profile] kaydeefalls has returned to the Chessmen series! This started out on the kink meme as the Inception fusion AU, and it's brilliantly, brilliantly done; definitely start at the beginning if you haven't read the first installment, Boden's Mate, already, but the next installment, Queen's Gambit, adds the Ocean's movies into the melange, and it too is perfect, with writing that is frequently and unobtrusively breathtaking.
starlady: (denizen)
Because it's that time of year again, and I'm affiliated with an institution that nets them. This is the apocryphal choice offered to laureates at my school.

Poll #8232 Nobel prizes?
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 53


You've won the Nobel Prize. Which would you rather have: a permanent parking space, or a building named after you?

View Answers

Parking!
8 (15.1%)

My name on a building, obviously.
21 (39.6%)

Can't I have both?
10 (18.9%)

Why encourage driving?
18 (34.0%)

Not if it's an ugly building.
27 (50.9%)

starlady: A typewriter.  (tool of the trade)
Me: …I'm sorry, it's been a long morning.
Prof. C: It's 10:20.
Me: Yes.

That said, I am still having way too much fun, though I have to retool my Monday caffienation schedule so as not to be hyper in my China seminar (from which the above conversational tranche).
starlady: (obligatory japan icon)
Some of you have heard this already, but I heard last week that I've been accepted to the KCJS summer program in Advanced & Classical Japanese Studies (Classical, in my case). The program takes place at Doshisha University in Kyoto, where I was affiliated on my research fellowship in 2007-08. Assuming I get funding (I turned in my application today!), I plan to be in Japan/East Asia from June 1 until August, probably as late as August 17.

So this is your space to let me know of any plans you may have to be in Japan or East Asia then (particularly after about mid-July).
starlady: Raven on a MacBook (Default)
# I actually said the above at the end of my Roman armies & taxes seminar today. I laughed along with everyone else, and immediately followed it up with "It's been a long week" (it has), but even my professor could not repeat the phrase "robot arms" without laughing. Yup.

# Waiting for [personal profile] wintercreek to arrive for FOGcon! I need to wash dishes while I wait; I left my Chinese textbook on campus. Anyone who's going, I think my badge will say [personal profile] starlady. I never know what to say about myself, but please don't hesitate to say hi.

# Speaking of Chinese, I realized I didn't realize I had neglected to do half a semester's worth of listening assignments this morning, FTW. Goodbye, 50 points that I could have used! Oh well, it's not like it matters anyway. (No, it really doesn't.)

# I went to the dentist for the first time in four years yesterday. Her comment; "I'm going to use the hypersonics to clean your teeth." I have a cavity that needs filling next month; getting my wisdom teeth out at some point over the next 5.5 years is on the table as something to keep in mind.

# I have a doctor's appointment next week; the thing is that in some ways it feels like acknowledging in yet another way that I'm an independent adult and that my mother is gone. Ignorance is not bliss, it only seems that way in retrospect.

# Someone in my house is playing "Wake Up", appropriately enough.

starlady: the cover from Shaun Tan's The Arrival, showing an aquanaut in suburbia (i'm a stranger here myself)
Words of wisdom from a current Californian: 

As you will come to appreciate, the problem is not with our coast but with that other coast. The Bay Area is really the American Greenwich. Practice remembering this. It will become natural. You clearly have the brains and heart to transcend chauvinistic approaches to the clock. Deep cosmopolitanism requires a Bay Area focus. I lived much of my life ignorant of this imperative. But, I learned.

I will admit that there is something tempting about progressively moving across the country as I continue in higher education. Symmetry and all that.

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